When I was coming back from school i was thinking that the thing that i really do love is english, and omg makes me really happy to know that i can speak like that and make me impressed that i learned that lot .. sooo, i decided to start using it more, i use it in email with sweet Lark, but i don't talk like everyday with her so i think that i'm going to start posting here in english yeeeeah, i had already though about that once but some people used to read my blog and i would be so uneducated doing that with them that I've forgot the idea.. but today i see that only Broo do that sometimes and ahh i want and always wanted to, she will understand that.. However i was like OMG!! with the notice that i'll not have to go to school even on monday or on tuesday and even in gauss OOOO: this is so surprising and so exciting.. i was remembering that this holiday could be a trash bc i was not in the best phase of my friendship with my 2 best friends .. i was so upset with that, and i took the decision that i was not going to talk with them to see what was wrong bc i'm ALWAYS that person, that "glue" who catch all the pieces and try hard to get them gether again.. and i think that this were some reasons to start posting again, i was feelling soo lonely and depressed.. i got home, turned on the pc, open the window of fb, orkut, and the blog and was thinking what i was going to write and the bell rang they invited me to go to the farm during the holiday hmmmmmm, you see ? maybe sometimes what you want happens and you don't need to kill yourself for a thing that will gether alone +.+ this is so beautiful and i have a smile covering all of my face


ps: if i wrote something wrong... i don't mind